chapter 5

During the first few weeks of me moving in as a full-time servant, master taught me a lesson I will never forget in a hurry. I knew that no sex with ma'am was clearly a term that I had to agree on before being accepted, but I wasn't sure that the no sex clause of our agreement meant no sexual release for me. So after a few weeks of getting used to my new life, I had returned to my room (the small storeroom adjacent to the master bedroom). And I was not able to sleep, feeling super energized from having spent hours giving Ma'am a back rub and foot massage. I had worked out a sweat and wasn't feeling sleepy at all in my small store room. And then, I touched myself and masturbated. Master came to know and then it was communicated to me that this was not going to be allowed ever again and to make sure it never happened again I was going to be caned very severely the next day. I was asked to get back in to the store room and asked to shave every bit of hair from my body with a razor. So when the door was opened the next day, that is how I was found, in anticipation of the caning. I was then given a bottle of oil to apply all over my body and anticipate. So I did that and waited for my first severe caning. Very hungry and a little scared. It was only at the end of the evening that I was brought out. Master was already holding the length of cane in his hand. I was then told to present him my left palm. The cane hurt like crazy. I didn't know how much longer I would be able to endure. After he was done with my left palm I was quite sure I lost all use of it for many days. Then, it was my right palm. And then my torso. And then my thighs. Buttocks. Calves. Ma'am offered me something to drink and I was returned to the store room. Am never going to forget this in my life. It was not pleasurable from any angle as I am not a masochist. It hurt me like nothing else I knew before. Anyway, I never masturbated after that in their home.